2.30 lit more candles than usual

2.33 started. new materials today. excited to try

3.10 the air is sparkling

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3.41 has my tolerance grown? come be with me already

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4.08 i can feel you bending my thought patterns and how easy it would be to let your delusion settle in

4.11 what do i even have that i wouldn't give you?

4.12 if i just listen to you, there's nothing to worry about...

4.13 no matter what you do to me, i'm sure it'd feel good

4.15 realizing why this is a thing people generally use on their followers instead
      through the television, i can't do that, but i can at least encourage...

4.17 someone who desperately needs the reassurance relies on logic, explanations...
      someone who's paranoid, who won't be easily convinced
      "̴͖̇s̷̢̳̋ͅǒ̶̪͍̌m̴̨̄̀ẻ̵̞ó̸̰̀n̶͙̔ę̶̣̪̎ ̶̨̛͙̯͘͘ļ̷͇̽ḯ̷̺k̵͇̩͉͑e̸͈̐ ̸̣̬̈́̃y̸̼̓̋͛o̷͍͙̅u̶̡͇͛,̶̛͕͙̌̌ ̶̪̐p̶̢̞͌͜͝r̴̲̋͛́ï̸̞̓e̴͔̟͈̍͂s̷̳̞͘t̷͉͑͘ͅê̴̲͚̇s̷̨͇̊s̸͙̋"̷̨͕̦̒. shut up!

4.21 someone who leads with their belief

4.26 "you give identity too much importance, too much emphasis on the face"

4.37 last time=something to learn from

4.39 your own paint is dripping all over the place....

4.46 nothing to worry about if you just give in to it

5.09 god's favourite ███████ or ████████ ███ or something like that

5.14 why does this dead thing linger in me

6.06 the process (meat grinder)

6.09 oh, i'm biting again

6.13 flipping a coin and expecting it to land on its side

6.15 guess i'd be going against my own values if i didn't go further here

6.17 today's painting supplies are proving to be excellent. let's see what this is is all *about*

6.51 it is not a gentle rotting that he provides
       a singing, dancing corpse

6.56 the gap between paper and meat. a reflection of depth on the other side.... unreachable but so visible....

6.59 ǐ̴̱͈̫͓̝̀̉t̶͚͓̥̱̎̃'̵͇͕͓̲̈́̋s̶̲̊̊̓̊̈̕ͅ ̸̨̲̬̿̓̕ͅó̷̥͓̖̰̺͖̋̑̕ų̴̰̲͍̜̈́͛̐͂̃̏r̵͔̐ ̶̻̯͙̦̃̐͐w̶̨̙̤̫̙̙͝ä̵̞̱̲͈́͝ͅỳ̵̘͖̯͓̖̅͗͆ ̶̪͉̗̈́̅͝t̷̥̤̔̈o̴̰̺̞͈͐̀͂ ̵͙̬͍͈̗̫̀̉c̸̡̥̽̈́̃͋̚e̶͈͎̐̚l̷̛͍̦̯͇̃ẹ̴̬̓b̴͇̉̊̓͌͆̅r̸̛͔a̵̬̙̪͈̅́ͅṱ̸̠̪̦̘̉̆̓̾͝ê̷͚͈̻̗,̴͓̤͕͔́̊̈͗ ̸̙̺̈͛̓̃̀̈ͅp̶̳̈̍̄͆r̷̢̛̯̝̬͖i̴̡̱̙̅̌e̷̯͕̤̰͎̓͐ś̴̠͔̦̀̄̏͑t̸͔͕̻̰͋͘͝ę̸̜̠̅̆̈͗̐́s̶̰̪̺̎̈́̃̈́͝š̴̮̭̳͈̔,̶̨̟̫̔͛
̵̢̰̝̳͎̇͒́͜w̷̱͆̆̓̒ớ̶̧̖̙͎̇͆ŕ̵̩̌͒̒͜͝k̵̤͎̜̮͐̎ ̵̡̤͇̱͌̀̂̉͘͘a̴͓̾̈́̇̆́́n̸̠̺̠͈̽͜d̵̡̘̹̠̿͛̈́̎̎̃͜ ̴̢̪̮͕͍̣́̿̈́͘͠p̴̡̤̱̗̖̞̓̈́̋̕l̵̹̖̯̲̉͑̔̕e̴̢̨͓̋̐̅̋̓̇ą̸̮̤̳̺͑̍͊͜ş̴̒̄̎̿͘͝u̸͖̥̤̮̤̠͐̒͊͘͝r̵̹̯̫͇͕̈́̈́ē̸͕̦͈̻̹̾́͛̽ ̸̨̪͕͊̈́͊ȃ̸̞͈̳̻͓̞͆́n̴̬͂̃̏͠d̸͙̀ ̶̢̭͙͕͂̿̕r̵̨̧͙̟͖͕͂̋̅̀o̵͔͑̏̎̔ư̷̖̱̤͓̼͎̾͊̚t̵̳̎̄͒͆̕͜͜ï̸̺̫̐͗n̴̹͎̄̎̐̿̌͘ë̴̲̖̪̤́͛́̚͝ ̷̗̠͖̗̋͗̂͗͘̕a̸̮̘̥̘͛̔̊͝͝ͅn̶̳͉̉̂̃͒̊̉ͅd̵̖̮̼̬͆̚ ̷̙̰͙̰̅ͅć̵͚͇͎͇̬͋͋̈́ę̴͓̩͓̼̼̐̄̋̅͝͝l̶͖̟̘̙̩̉̒ẽ̷̡̘̣b̶̮͚̩̀̐̓̇̕ŗ̶̠̼̥̔a̸̛̦̪̯̅̊̅̈́̄ṱ̸̨́i̸̜̤̺͔̯͊͐̔ö̸̺̙̣͙́͜n̶̛̖̘̺͕̲̩̓͗̄s̴̞̈́̕ ̸̥̼͆å̶̢̟̦̈́̀͑͝l̷͉͙̀͆̚l̵̗͓̼̹͒͊̎̂ ̴̢̨̝̝̼̈́́̄̆b̶̯͇͔̲͋̅͌͋̈̍ŕ̷̨̤͕͓̪͍̈́a̸̮͛i̷̢̡̙͓̓̎͆̓̕͝d̸̯̻̠͉͈͆̚͝e̶̼̽̀̄͗d̸̤̲͔͇̲͑̈ ̴̢̨̟̗̼̖̏̈́̕t̵̹̪̱͊̀o̴̩͑̉̽̂̈g̸̨̳̤̗̔̉̈́ě̵̮̭̽̇́t̴͚͒̄̑̈́͒́h̷̼̺͎̓͜͠e̷̠͉̥̙͂͛͆ŗ̷͕̙̥̺͛̍͝ ̴̧̧̢̨̞̺́͗́͒ḭ̶̼̠̠͑n̶̨̢̓̎̔ ̴͔͈̮͕̪̃̂̍̚̕ȃ̸͈̦̣̳̞͎́ ̸̰̑͋͐́̆c̵̰͘o̶̧͋̀̿͝r̴̥̭̋̚ḑ̶͇̫͉͙͋̚ͅ,̴̨̭̩̻̹̍̅̏́͝ ̶̰̣̼̑̈́͋̈̍̽ȧ̵̳ ̶̯̬̺̜̞̆ͅc̵̡̒̿̏̎͒ṍ̴̺̙͐r̶̮̠̩̈́̈́̓͝͠d̴̛̬̘̈́͒̆͛ ̴͖̈́͌̂̈́ẘ̵̢ỏ̸̡̜v̵̫̜̖̀͋͑̑̔͠e̶̝͇̜͌̈́͘n̷̙͉̻̝̥͉̋ ̴͓̝͉̖̞̹͐́̏̋̓͝ï̷̡̜͓n̷̡̺̤̝̲͛̿̀̌t̷̖̠̬̥̝́̾ȏ̷̦͕̥̟͕̈ ̷͇͊ý̷̡͉̦̳͐͜͠ö̵̜͙́͘ú̶̟ȓ̶̢̃̓̈́̽͠ ̸̢̯̜̘̲̑̿̚d̷̢̬̜̟̽ͅr̵̻̗̟͙͈̔̄̂̚ę̸̡̼̹̜̣͊͂̉͝s̷̡͔̾s̵̡̬̪̱̣̈.̵̧̰̈́͑̈́͌.̸̥̹̯̽̾.̷̡͕͖̣͚́̾̓̀̽͌͜
̵̱͖͖̩̙̮̀̂́̈́̉͝f̶̢̎̇̈́̽͊o̷̤̱͚̪͕͕͛̑ř̸̤̗͚̕ ̴̱̙̠͉͎̱̇̍̍̈́y̵̢̩̐͘ớ̵̞͉̅̎ͅu̵̳͇̇ ̷̢̩̄́̒̀́̈ị̷̟͚̈́̇t̷̨̘̗̗͚̟͂'̴̳͒̈͝s̷͚̬̖͕͝ͅ ̶̢̨͚̙̮̫̉t̸̢̢̫̥̬̯͑͊̏͘̚h̷̛̖̏̑̊e̵̥͆̽̂͝ ̷̛̗̦̥͍̄̎̎̈́͝s̸̢̼̫̻͇͙̑̐̈́͗͐a̵̩̳̻͋͝m̶̡͓̈̾ẻ̴̪͎͎͉̯͆̿͆̚,̵̬̮̺̱͚͌͒̌̆̓̚ ̸̲͎̏́̈́̔̔͛p̶̢̖͈̎̄̌͝r̷̥͉̥͊i̸̡̝̔͐͆é̶̼̼͜ͅs̵̛̗̭̞̠͑̎͆͘t̷͚͇̰̝̐̊̈́̓͜e̷̢̛̛͊̏̀͘s̴̼̒̐ş̸̪̼͋́̃̓.̶̱͓̘̪̕ ̷͖͈͍̗̉̐̅͋͘ắ̶̲ ̷̭̥̣̋̋̚ŕ̸̥̽̃ị̷̥̉̿͝t̸̼̤͗ú̸͍̠̐̑̓͘ͅa̸̫͑ḻ̵̫͚̀̈͜.̶͎̜̞̺̩̀͜ ̸̛͉͌i̷͉̻̣͉̪̐̕t̷̘͛̿͋̉̾ͅ'̴̙̈́̾̂̇š̸͔͆̚ ̷̺̜̰̔̽͛y̶̭̯̪̦̍̈́͋o̵̞̗̲̝̽̒̍ư̸̮̠̬̎̄̿͑̉r̸̖͛̓̂͜ ̷̡̱̭͒̓̇̅w̸̝̼̪̣͒͗͌͜o̵͖̾̓͗͜r̷͇͎̅̕ḱ̸̟̦̘͇͛̒͘ͅͅ,̸̟̘͓̟͗̋̿͆̚ ̴̨̡̇̽̉t̴̯̤͝h̷̘̥̾̇̎̕ê̴̲̚ ̵̳̯͍̌͗͌̿͝ị̶̯͘l̴̨̛̤̼̪̊̅͜l̴̹̰̻͇̀̎͒͝u̷̙̺͉͗̔͌̾s̶̢͖̖̀̚ì̴̡̡̛͈͚͐́̿͑o̵͙̥̫̹̠̐̃ͅn̶͎̭̘̽͒͆,̷̹̤̞͙͚̇ ̶̘̌̄͜t̴̯̄̏̈͐h̵͖͉̗̙̋ȩ̷̘̜̙̳̱̽̄̉͘ ̴̭̠̭̤̑̋d̸̜̻̫͚͚̦͊̍̐͂̕a̸͖̹̜̹͜͝n̸̨̨͍̽̐͒c̴̨̹͎̎͋͆̋̈́̓ȩ̵̬̑̄̓͑͋,̶̢̛̖̊̔̓͝ ̸̨̢̗̩̝̿͌ț̵̛̳͋̔̌̅h̵̼̳̃́̓͊ė̴̳͍̮̱̫͚̈́͒̅͘ ̸̯̠͇͚̿̅̋̋̕͘d̵̨̮͓͇̗͋̽͗̔̀̕r̸͈̚i̵̞̪̪̫̭̔̽́ǹ̸̛͈̹̟̟̈͜k̴̛̠̳̓́͆͗,̷͉̈́̆̈́ ̵̨̺͚̆͝t̷̨̛͇̖͕̥̦͛̈̈́͆̕h̷͖̰̋e̴̙̭͚̪̼͐͒̂̇͝ ̵̡̱̝̰͕̆͌l̶̺̦̮̘̀͐a̶̱̓̕c̵̨̧̺͈͖͗̀̌̕̚͝ȇ̵̜̱̥͖̾̾̍͘ ̶͍̮̰̍͗̚ã̴̗̳̗n̵̢̡͈̪̓̈́͒̆̈́d̸̨̺̮̭̦̔ ̸̢̳̩̭̭̓̀̄͋̈́ẗ̸̯̙̤̲́̀̈́͂͜͜ĥ̶̛̫͙͌̃̅͘ḙ̶̻͔̘̗̒͐̂ ̴̠͇͇̬͉͂́́͝w̶̢̛̗̘̙͇̍̈́̑͠į̴̙͉̗̥̱͛̌̕͝͠n̴͚͚͍̥͒̅̚͜d̴͕̐̋̇́̕ ̵̹͚͙̦̅͋c̴̩̋͊i̵̳̪͜͝r̷̭̓̐͑c̴̠̑ļ̴̣̦̰͙͓͊̄̍̈́͝ì̶̛̞̟̤͔͂̓͝n̷̙̦̍g̸̰͐̈́̚ ̸́͝ͅả̴̻̝͐̈̏r̸̙̲͔̰̻͊̊ò̶̬̪͈̠͗̒ų̶͎̮͈̗̇̓͆͊̌̔ǹ̷̨͖̟̜́̓̍̊̀ḑ̷̣̇̿͐̅͝ͅ ̵̡̧̮͙̩̤̋y̶̲͐͒̿o̶͈̱̦͑͐ȗ̷̮̹͙̃̽͌͌͠
̵͙̝̂̏̾̏̂̃͗̈́̂̂͋̈́̚͘͜͝͝y̸̳̞̜̤͈͙̻͚̐͛̽̍͌̕o̴̬̣͖̤̺͍͖̮͙͒̿͛̈́̃͊̓̀͐͊̎̊̋̽́̔͜͝u̵͕̠͇̩͖͇̦̮̱̣͕͔̦̹͆̍͋̆̅̏̔̾́̎͌̓̿̕͝͝͝ͅr̸̢̡̨͍̬̳͖̼̺̠̥̖̐̈́̆͊͊̈́̚̕̚ͅ ̴̡̛͍̘̰̲̫̩̞̦̫̠̦̓j̴̧̡̨̧̛͕̮̞̹͈̟͇̮̭̣̫͇̖͎͔̾̓̀̈͊͆̐́̈͆͆̇͂̀̒̍͑͜͠͝ò̴̩͚̩̱̟͕̱͆̂̀̀̒̋͐̋̉͂͋̋͋͘̚ỵ̵̖͙̞̪͍̈́̈́͗͝,̶̢̛̮̯̟͈̯̻̣̞̃̆̎̐̍̓̇͛̀́̌͛̓̅̕͝ͅͅ ̵͔̬͉̺̼̩͓̰̊͑̽͊͗̎̇̌̋i̶̤̽̿̇̽̎́͠t̵̛͎̤̱͙͉͛͐͋́̈́͑̈͂̅͌̉̚͠'̵͖̼̾͊̇̆͊̋̓̊̓́͘ş̸̨̰͇̫͓̣̠̼̗̦̙͍̻̤̺̦͕̞͉̏̃̆̃̀ ̷̧̱̮̹̹̫̲̳͈̣̳̳̱͙̖͈͔͍̱̗̿̉͂̀͆͊͊̏͐ä̵̹̙͈͎̫̖̻̞͓͎͈͚̬́̓̾̋̉̅̌͋̈́̕͝͝͝ļ̶̧̙͙̘̠̜̭̝̟͇̮̞̩͎̝͖͛̐̌l̴̯̑͊̄̇̄͂͑͒͐̈́̔̈́͝͠ ̴̡̨̧͖̙̭̰̮̲͇̖̱̯͖̩̮̩̼̭͗̈́͗̽̋̐̐͋́̃͒̇̀̂͒̽̽̀̂͋ͅf̴̧͍̻̺̥̺̜̟̼̘̓̽̈́͊̋̊̈́̔͆͜ǫ̵͙͓̘̠͔͖̩͇͇̠̃͒̈͝ͅŗ̸̢̛̞̭̀̍͋̃̐̑̅͊͋͆͆̚̕͝͝ ̴̼̲̦̹̞͖̮͕̖̦̪͇͙̞͉̙̭̺͔̱̏̔͑́͌̋̀̚̚̕͝s̸̹̦̗͈̗̓ȧ̸̢̢̬̻̗̰͓̞͓͊ͅl̸̛̥̮̄̽́̔͛̿̉͊̇̄̐̂̕͝͝͝͝ë̵̡̜̪̮̳̯́̀͊̏̒̐͋̑͗͒̃̏̐̌̈̉͋̌̒̀!̸̨̲͙̝̰̘̤̜̠̬̪̗̯̟͇͖̅̏͑̐̈́̏̍̇̉̐̾͌̈́͒͋̈̆͗̎͜ͅ

7.13 what is █████?        i don't even want to hear that name anymore

7.14 █████ ██████ is an argument for abandoning your humanity

7.18 what is this odd little creature i'm attempting to bring forth

7.26 need something to bite into. sacred jaws chewing on my tongue. biting it off.
       laid out like an offering for some old sea deity
       drawing things within it... like a natural disaster... the call of the void
       endless depths of nothing inside the screen...
ẗ̶͚̹̙̬̣̪̻̬̩̝̪̳͖͍̮̭́͐͆̈́̆̇̒̀̈͘͜h̶̨̨̧̖͈̙̟̤͔͍̟͆͌̄̑̈́̓̉͐̕̚e̶̤̊̀̇̊̎̌̉̍̒͛̍̅́͑͜ ̴̧̧̧̦̰̦̱̟̗̘̜̗͚͇͎̗̳͈̌̈̈́̐̆̂͗͝͠͝w̴̢̟̪̠̞̩͔̯͕̓͛̆̐̊̃̽̆́͑̌͑̚͝a̴̦͉̘͉̒͗̌̈́͘̚ẙ̷̨͔̖̦͇̹͙̪̼̟̙͍̼̰̻̾͐̔͊̌͊ͅ ̸̧̧̧̫̗̺̜͍͔͙̞̙̱͉͍͉̪͈͚͝ȇ̸̢̡̛̖̝͉̲̮̣̘̤͍̣̹̞̖̩̳͕̏͂̋͂̉̍̔̃͌̅͂͜v̴̛̯̭͎̲̝̯̦̠͔̜̤̜̟͎̗͕͒̓̀̅̊̕̕é̷̩̼̼̟̲̒̆̊̏̓́̚͘̚͜ͅr̸̢̧̰̩͖͓̣̮̃̊͆͛̏̈́̎̈͋͐̀̍͗̒ͅy̴̰̦̑͂ͅt̴̡̡̡̺͕͙͚̣̘̰̦̭͚͓̻̮͔͉̰͎̋̈́͆̒̄͌̋̀͠ḩ̴̙͓͙̙̦͔͕̗̥̮̳͇̹͕̤͌̇́͜i̸̭̜̣͗̃͋̽́͜ṋ̷̛̻̥̺̥̪̭̩̮̾͊̒̿̓͌̅͒̄̕͘̚͠ġ̶̦̼̥͉͈͚̱̌̈́̈̀̏́̓͜͠ ̵̰̳̣̙̲̖͓̦̩̄̈́̈́̉i̸̧̢͚̙̝̠̜̗̫͔̩̰͐̀͂̓ş̸̛̛͖̮̳͍̤̼̈́̆̃͋̈̄͆͗̌̍̀̅͒͘̕͠ ̴̜̻̮̱̹̺̠̭̟̬̰̘̱̭̥̭͖̓̈́̒̋͊̌̉̋̒̓̓̓̿̎͝͠͝ͅͅă̴͇̞͔͍͓̈́͂l̴̡̡͚̳͔͚͈͉̠̤̪̱̗̲̲̖͚̽̿͜ͅw̵̨͖͚̳̪̫͉͔̤̞͈͔̰̞͇͓̒̄͊̈̎̂̚̕a̷̛͈̹̭̟̯͇̫̋̈́̓́̾͒̍͐͆̽̍̿̔̋̓̑͝͠ͅy̷̛͖̗͊̀̈́̑͛̍͗̅̋͌̃͛̾̋̊̈́͋͘͝ͅs̷̡̼̹̜̤̤̫̩͙̦̳̖̯͙̀̿́̔̈́̏͋̌̓́͑̄́̔͐͒͜͝ͅ ̶̡̧̰̖̖̩̼͇̳̗̩̜̭̭̼̠͍̎̄̌̕s̷̢̩̜̳̜̣̭͕͙̅̈́̌̏̽ͅǫ̷̡̝̤͚̮̠̲̭̳̭̉͜m̶̜̭̻͖̟̩̔̇̀̈͠ë̵͎̟͍̗̦̻́͛̈́́́̄͛͗͊̈̎̃̽͂̅̚ṫ̶̛̛̻̤͇̩̦̣̙̫̏̅̔̎̅̊̀͆́̎͌̈́͗̿̈́͘ḩ̷̨̛̫̗̱̘͎̝̦͙͓͍͉̲̰̀̍͋̈̆̇͑̅̄̈́͝͝ͅi̶̡̨͖͓̼͉͇͙̮̪͚͉̙̦̲̽̀̾̂̌͂̒̓͜ņ̷̹̼̤͈̣͉̥̩͈͍͊̈̋̕͜͝g̴̢̢͕̫̫̦̮̰̼̦͇̜̜͛͆̎́ ̸̛͓̉́́͜ą̶̨̡̛̛̬̣͕̻̞̫̬̭̙͈͛͊͌̅̃̍̿̀͒̽̂̑͒̚͝n̴̢̧͉̝̬̤͉̱͓͕̟̱͝d̵͙̔̈́̏̇̏̇̚͠ ̸̡̢̣̳̖̖̥͖̫̝̺̹̣̜͙̗̬͔̈́̌̆̆̂̆͗̐̀̾̔̋͘̚̕͠n̵̨̢̡̧̻̮͖̰͔̬̟̳̯͓͉͕̞͙̍̑̔͒̇̔̊̆̄̒̍͂́̂̽̓́͝͠o̴̪͈͜͝t̶̲͓̻̟̠̼̘̤͇̝̼̳̲̅̎̈̇̔͊͗̈́͗̐̄͂͆͐̈́̌͂̚͜͝͝h̷̢̧͎̮͈̬̝̮̼̫́̋i̷̡̎̏̈̒̾̄̾n̵̡̧̛̥̞̱̤͔̰̝͈̟̅̀́̍́̋̌̀͑͑́̈̎̿̉͘̚g̶̛͎͇̻̙̝͔̻̼̠̰͋͆̈́͌̐́̂̎̃̓̃̃̀̕͜͠ ̷̧̺̯͎̜̲̤̦͔̫͇̏̒̊͜ȃ̷̧͍̖̟͓̺̲͍͓͖̞̫͉͚̺̹̜̝t̷̢͈̳͎̘̮̳̤̞̩̜̗̘̳̪̻̿̌͐̄̏̈͒͑̾͐̀̅̓̚͜ͅͅ ̵̢̨͔̗͇̯̬̞̗̩̞̝͓̀̋͑̍̽̄̿͊͋̚͜͝ă̸̯̥͈̝̆͗͛͐̃͌l̸̨̙̝̙̩͚͔̣̲͚̙͖̲̱̒̍̏̐͌͊̇͐̋̑͌̋̕̕͜͜͝l̷̛͙̗̔́̾͊̓͂͛̈́,̷̧̱̹͔̅̿̉̎ ̸̠͋t̷̛̙͍͂̽͐̏͒̆͒̓̓̈́͗̍̕͝ͅh̵̟̔͌͌̑͑̂͘͝e̴̡̧̧͇̖̟̹̯̤̙̺̫̳̮̲̔̍̌́͆̑̃̂̑̉̇̎͌͘̕͜͠ͅ ̵̛͚̬̥̹̼͕̄͛̊̇̈́̈̒̊͋̿͒͛͆̆̊̐͌̄͝r̸̟͔̯̹̻̼̀͆h̷̡̥̯̗͓̪̼̙͈͖̫͕̟̫̬̲̺͐ͅy̵̧̡̤̝͔͖̹͔̼̣̰̖̥̘̦̘̮͔̯̆̈̍̒͂̌͊̾̋̃̑͒͆́̂̅̚̕͜t̵̨̢̛̰̳̭͊̔͋̔̓̿̏͋̆͗̒͋̔̉͝h̴̛̜̫̖̘͇͚͕̼̹͇̋̿̄̏͂̍̍͋̕̚̚͜͝m̶̬̬͎̣̟̭͖̻̯̻̋͒̏̈̏̿̐̎̽̃͂̔̌͜͜ ̸̨̛̠͔̠͓̘͍͎͇̼̞̹̰̙̩̳͕̉͒͜ő̴̯͕̮͙͊̋̈́́͠f̴͙̱̮̖̣̱̽͋͛̈́̃̒̋͌̆̌̽́͐̈͆͋̕̚͝ ̴̭̝̭̼̗̜̱͕͕̒̄́̌̅̂̇͘̕i̷̢̛̻̙̦̤̼͎̠͗́͌́̇̊͋t̶͇̫͇̉̑́̿͆̕,̵̧͖̼̬̜̼̼̙͕̤̞͊͌̾̆̔̄̎ ̶̢̡̧̮͔̪͖̰̭͓̮̥̯̠͇͉̈́́͊͆́̐̔́̉̊̔̂̾̎̕͜ǫ̴̲̱̮̩͈͔͇̫̯̗̳͖̫͖͎̼͌̽͜͝͝r̸͓̞̬̺̲̱̘͙͋̀͋̑͊ ̵̛̫̗̤̲̳̰̟̇̉͐̌͌̅̓̃͑͛̓͂͗̕͝t̷̨̛̠̐̒̎͌͒̈́́̅͛̈́̏̍̓̏̒͘̕ĥ̷̛͙e̶̡̖̟͙̳̲͇͔̞̬̦̙͎͑̒͌̉̒͜ ̵̼̦̝̓͑͆͋̀̋̈́̾̐̀̌̽̔̇͋̕͠͝͝l̵̡̢̥͈̳̗̤̘̲͎͔̥͎̖̏̏͛̎̋̏͛̚͝ā̸̢͓͓̬͖̲̟̥͖̣͉̖̦͉̊͐c̸̛̠̊̈́̅̎̊̎̄̇̌̇̌̈̓͛̃̑̏̚͝k̵̻̖͙̫̬̹̰̯̣̰̊̓́̊͜͝ ̷͓̈͒ǒ̷̢̨̨͖̪̙̱̬̜̼̲͇͍̠̭̗͐̀̉͆̇̌̒̏̑͒̾́̾͆̎͊͝͝͠f̷̨̲̱̼͍͇͔̼̳̊͒͐̿̅.̶̡͉̗̃̽̈́͑͝͝.̴̨̫͎͉̩͕͎͕̦͕̜̿̏̔̈́̈́͠.̷̧̢̫̪͔̥̯͇̺̙̯̱̆̍͑̀̒̓̏̃̀̄́͐̏̌̉͘͝
t̶̩̜̪̙͈͈̖̫̖̤̩͔́͠h̴̢̳̘͚̯͔̣͇̪̜̝̤̅̐̈̾̓̋̈́͋̕͜e̷̩͔͉̫̗̘̩̲͍̍͌̔̀̇͑͘ ̶̮͓̺̒̐͘l̵̘̗͗̓̐̊̚i̸̡͙͔̜̹̺͍̮̞̬͎̱̍̊͝t̴̛͓͍̳̩͐̃̽̂͋̾̇͂̐̔̆͠t̸̡̧̧̠̦͕̑͆͛̓̐̌̒͗͠l̴̗̓͐̀̍̂́̏̽̇̎̚͝͝͠ę̵͇̫͈̈́͌̈́͠ ̴̢̨̖̠̹͈͙̺͐̑̇̃́͋͛s̴̜̖͈͖͈͕̥̐̾͜p̸̧̰̳̑͊̽͂̈́́̅̈́͘͜ả̷͙̫͚̳̩̰̹̳̆̀̾͗̆̚̕r̶̡̛̮̮̰͂̽̃̏̆̕͜k̴͙͙͚̹̪̥̫̣̀͌̀̈͗̾͒̓͗͐ ̷̧̛̲͇͇̆͐͑̌̅̏̊̀̏̈́̃͝ͅo̵̢̥̓͛̓͒̒̽͆̍̀̚͠f̶̡̛̪̰̖̦̦̣̦̲͈͕̹̦̔̾̄̓̏͐̓̂̀͠͠ͅ ̸̡̻̜͖͍̥̗̱͙̮͈̋͒͝͝ś̶̨͍̗͎̬̫̫̖͔̱͖̜̉͒̓́̏̊̋̀̃͘̕͠͠ͅt̷̡̡̧̡͎̟͖̗̟̘̳̜̝̗͊̔̿̆̈́i̵̢̥͙͈̭͚̬̹͕̘͉̯̟͋͋̏͐̀̿̈̃͊̽̈̚͜m̴̨̛̙̥̳̋͊͗̑̅̄͊̇̀̀͝͝u̴̡͍͓̗̝͖͘̚l̶̫͎̈́̈́͒́́͘u̴͍̝̰̦̻͍͖̣͕͌͑̃̈́͊̿̋̇͒̚͝s̴̛̼̙̣̗̞̤̗̀͂̇̀̅́̈́̍̓̓̽̿͘ ̸̥̱̲̏̍͋́̀̊̀̿̑̚͠i̸̻͉̤̇́͆n̵͎̮̹̱̼͇̼̳͔̗̓́͂̿͑̓̾̒̈́͊̕͘͠ ̸̛̜͔̫̳͚͍̬͓̖̟͎̫͓̋̑̅̂̔́͂̓͑̏y̷̢̘͈̦̣̳͈̠̲̼͋͊̀ò̴̢̡̻͙̰̱͕̯͉͆ų̵̩͖͈̈́̐̏̉͊͂̾̓̏͜ŗ̶̨̡̛̙͖̆̐̔͐̐̐̒͗͐́̃͜ ̴̈́̑̄ͅb̸̡̩̙̪̘͇̹̳̳̣͓̰̐̃̅̑̃̈̅̔̋̂̽̀͘͘ŗ̸̪͉̼̻̞͓͉̠̯͈̓͜͝ä̸̡̧͔̤̟̗͓̼̪̱͈́̑̑̔͐͊͑̕̚͜͜į̷͈̟͈̹̫͈̲̺͆͌̚ņ̵̟͉̭̪͇͍̐̽̑͋̊͐̓̂̔̊̕̕͠ ̸̛̛̳̹̰̯͒͐̒͆ţ̶̧̡͔̳̞͇͎̦̙̻̩͔̪̂́̇̈h̷̡̡̨̡͚͔̬̻͎̭͎͖̺̀͊ą̵͈̞̭̳̙̫̺̰̞̜͔̈́̈́́́ͅṱ̸̯̤̤̬͕͈̞̯̥͖͚͇̯̓͋͛̂͑͊̌̕͝ ̸̡̮̻̳͎̲̲͇͔̹͍̱̈̑̿̓̆̀ͅͅỳ̶̯̳͉͝o̷̹͙̒͋͑͂̌̽̉̏̔͜͝u̴̝̜͕̲̺̜̺̳͓̲̤̼̅̎͑͒̇̌̀̇̄͜ ̶̧͉̯̹̰̤̤̯͌̑̾͆̇̊̉̔̚̚͠͠r̷̡̼̩̳̭̒̓͆͛e̴̡̠̹͙̺̝̰͉͔͖̯͙̩̰͑̎͒̑̒́̍͑̀q̸̯͍͇̣͚͎̦̩͙͚̤̬̼͒̂́̂́ṳ̶͒̓̀̾̋̃́̚̕ị̷͔͈́̔̈̈́̇̾́͐̑͝͝r̸̙̤̝͎̤̪̙̤̳̮̭̠͂̅̀̒ę̷̧̛̜̫̩̈́͂̄͂̓͛̕̕͜͝͝͝͝ ̶̡̳͇͎̠͍̘̼͓̖̟͌̈́̍̄̏̈́ͅͅẗ̸̡̧̜̳̩̬̟̰̔̇̈́̋̆́̈̾͊͂͛̚͠o̴̫͔̣͐̈́̍̑ ̶̛̛̛̫̗͇͕̼̙̺̲̺̤̫̠͊̄͒̈̒͌̈́̔͒͝g̸̙̠̼̮͉͖͕̀̂̓̈́̽̆̏̍́̌͂̚ö̴̡̙̯̪̥ͅ ̶̢̨̮͕̗͇͕͖̞͗̏̃͛̅̚f̶̟̥̥̍͜ữ̵͎͆̀̂̈́̔̄̑͌̍͗̐̚͜r̶͖͙͈̟̬̱̤̤̱̫̯̗̪̍̋͗t̴̝͉̘̖̥̖͙̜̰͉̮͉̩̋̑̆̽̕ͅh̴̪̝̉͝ȅ̶̢̪̤͖̘̜̲̅̀̈́̀͐̈́͗̒r̷̛̙̈́̎

a̵l̸l̸ ̵t̵h̸e̷ ̸d̵i̷s̶t̷i̷n̷c̸t̴ ̵l̵i̸t̵t̷l̴e̸ ̶r̴u̷n̴e̶s̶ ̶o̵f̸ ̴g̶o̴o̸d̶ ̸f̵o̸r̷t̸u̵n̶e̴ ̴w̷o̵v̵e̸n̶ ̴t̷o̸g̴e̸t̶h̵e̴r̸ ̷i̵n̴t̶o̶ ̴t̸h̵i̷s̶ ̵d̶o̵l̵l̵

a̵͔͝ ̸̡̛p̶̻̀r̸̦̂ī̴̧ẹ̶͑s̶͖͝t̵̗̎è̴͓š̶̱s̴̜͋ ̷͖̊ă̶̖n̴͎͆d̵̞́ ̴̡͊a̸̜̿ṉ̴̌ ̵̜̈́o̴͓͊f̴̭̈f̴͚̽e̴͙͠r̵̖͋i̷͓͑n̵̟̽g̸̰͆ ̴͍̓å̸̗n̵̥̈́d̵̨̈ ̶͚͊t̸̡̀ȟ̴͉ḙ̵̚ ̷̝͑h̸̦̒a̴̡͌n̷̞͝d̵̺͊ ̷̣͊p̸̤̎ȓ̵͓ȅ̵ͅp̶̠͊a̴̧̍ŕ̷̲i̷̥̇n̷̠͘g̷̮̔ ̶̹͌í̷̡ṭ̵̚ ̸̪͐ä̶̗s̵̟̊ ̴̞̂t̵͖͘h̷̩́e̸̳͛ ̶̨̕s̷̜̔a̵̛̤ḿ̷̠ë̶́͜ ̷̨̊t̴̟̑h̵̜̔ḯ̵ͅn̸͙͆g̷͍̾
l̵̞̔i̷̞͆k̶̕͜e̶̻̎ ̴͙͌a̴̝̔ ̸̲̀g̸̞͘ü̴̡t̷̰̔ṱ̷͠e̴̹̅d̸͇̄ ̵̪̂f̵͎͑ȋ̸̞s̸̡̿h̶̥͆ ̷̤͛s̶̛̪t̶͜͠á̵͕r̶͙͒ḯ̵̥n̶̑ͅġ̴̼ ̷̡͒a̴̱̚t̸̰̓ ̶̨͋ỹ̷̤ō̴ͅu̸͖̓ ̶̘̔ä̶͇ś̷̳k̷͉̉i̴̟̿n̸̘͊g̴̼̍ ̶̹̍y̷͋ͅo̴̩̅u̴̳͒ ̵̧̃ẇ̶̜h̴͓̀y̷̟̽ ̶̨̒ī̴̦t̸̯͛ ̷̱̒m̸̲͋ȕ̷͈s̸̥͊ṯ̵͒ ̶͕͗b̴̳͝ḛ̸̋ ̶͚̎â̸͍n̷͍̏ ̸̠̇ȍ̸̥f̴̭͂f̸̢̈́e̷͚̅r̶͚͋i̴̹̊n̵͙̅g̷̭͂
a̷̛̼n̸̙̅ḏ̷̈́ ̵͙͛w̵͉̍h̵͔̿y̵͇̎ ̵̘̽t̷͉̅h̴̫́e̴̮̅ ̵͙̅o̷͓͂f̵͓̽f̷̣́e̵͙͘r̸͎̈́i̴̧̓ǹ̵̳g̴̤͑ ̷̬͝m̴͖̽ų̴͗s̴̨̔t̶̘̕ ̶͎̄b̶̞̈́ē̵̮ ̸̛̹f̷̖̉ȍ̸̢r̵̭͛ ̷̘̏ṣ̸̉o̵̮͠m̷̡̄e̴̟̓t̵͙̾h̷͉̽i̴̲̓ń̵̙g̵͚̔ ̷̻̽s̶̙͐ŏ̷̻ ̶͍̄b̴̯̔i̶͖̎g̸̗̾ ̴̮̀a̷̤͠n̸̟̉d̴͈̋ ̴̜̐s̵̱̈́ȯ̶͕ ̶͓̏ĥ̴̖o̷͎͆r̵͇͝r̸̦͑ǐ̸̧b̸̝͑l̵͜͝e̵̞͐

q̵̲̓ṳ̸͗ȩ̴͗s̸̼̒t̶̻̓i̴͔͌ò̴͉n̶̨̓s̴͓͒ ̶̙͑ĺ̸͙e̵͚͌f̸͙̆t̵͚͠ ̸̤͆u̴̼̒n̸̯̂a̶͈͑ň̶͍s̶̖̐w̷͗͜e̷̡̅r̸̦̄ḛ̸͗d̷́ͅ

something bad that you want

an offering that stares at you as you slaughter it with accusing eyes
i know what's waiting inside you and you're as fucked up as i am for wanting it

7.55

8.03 Almost Certainly Grinding My Teeth Too Hard Right Now

8.07 the heroine & the killer & the end of the story. it wont end unless i eat you
       the observer.. the camera... turned off, and with it, the world. the protagonist. the survivor....

8.w821 what a strange feeling to build your own body
          putting it together the same way God must have in His own Heaven

a moving, living painting....

it will become more and m̵o̸r̷e̷ and m̵̐ͅo̵̱̓r̴̖̔ë̴̪́ and m̷̭̰̟̃̿͌o̸͚̮̪͊͠ŕ̴͈̥̓e̴͕̓....

it is good that it is missing something. m̵̹͍͇̖̬͖̈́́̌̐͛͝o̵̭̟̩͙̼͌̈́̾͌̄͘ŕ̴̫̞̲̩̓̾͊̕e̴͇̪͒͂̉̐̔͘ and m̵̢̛͔̭͔̖̉̋͑͒͌́̇̄o̴̟̤̪̠̬͈̳͐̅͐̌̾͋͊r̸̞̯͕͒͌̓̋́͒̏͘e̷̘͉̠͍͓̳̲̋̈́́̍̏̅̅͘͠͝ and m̷̨̢̧̭̱̩̤͚̰̖̰̀̉̒͛̈̅́́͋́͘͝ǫ̷͎̥̜̰͓̞̬̗͑͋̊̎͝͠r̵̢̢͕̥͍̲̈́̊́̈́̈͌̀̆͗̉̿ĕ̶͚̠̠̯̲̅̾̌̕ ą̶̻̫̫͚̗̘̮͓̟̙̜̲̽̌̈́͊͗̆̆͝ͅņ̸͕̗̹̮̙͚̺͔̖̙͗̏́͆̚ḓ̸̨̧̢̡̧̛̖͔̙͍̺̠̱̙̬̝̤͑̇ ̶̢̼̖̳̖̜̫̄̽m̶̡̨̻̜͚̟͓̹͍̬̩̳̖̪̲̼̔̒͝ͅo̴̥̦̪̝̜̯͖̾̍r̸̩̲̩̗̙̪̝̩͙͇̘͎̱̃͋̈̏e̸̢̙͓̜̜̭̮͇̲̯̞̝̗̒͒̈́̃̔̾͆̂͊̆̄͌̎̕͜͝ͅ a̶̰̦̯̫̋̑̓̂̀͑̎́̏̇̈́͆̿̐̒̂̀̊̑͘̕͜͜͝n̴͖͚͎͕̠̼͈͚̰̳̗̯͈̂͊͗̂̑̂̊̐̈́͘̕̕͝͠d̵̗̿̽̈́̏̋͌̐̅̓̇̈̑͐̕͝ ̷̧͎͓̤̼̤̲̲̜̮̜̙͙̈́̎͜ͅṁ̵̡̩͎͇͉̼̦̩̰̜̺̩̯̯̩̤̜͕̥̬̞͉̿̽́̌́̋̈͋̋̈̀̀͆͑̇͘̕ó̴̖̒̋̍͆̐̎͒͒͊̄̃̒͌̑͊́̄͛̑͝͝ŗ̴̢͇̫͕͔͖͍̘̞͕̦̰̳̼̟͉̻̱̭͔̼̦̆̓͆͗̽̇̍͌̉͆̑̍̀̾̓͐͑̚͘̕̚͝͠ḛ̵̢̢̰͓̯̣̰̝͇̻̪̳̰̜̈́̈́͒̆͌̔̿̔̂͊̔̋͝͝

thankfully, she is a painting, so she can still see even if i remove her eyes.. taste if i remove her tongue...

        ah, there it is again
               the adjective for that wordless something

                             a down-on-your-luck oniisan... wandering into town on the day of the festival

8.51 ████ ██████ rejecting that word

8.52 what is there when an art piece is in that in-between state....

       starting to understand and it feels so good
       ï want to, more....

       an existence-coloured painting

       right where it belongs

time's folding in and on top of itself in a troublesome way.
やばい
to think that there's even more..... ah.. it's all sparkling
every glint of the light in seven colours

making something come into being!

9.05 w̷̡̨̺̣̝͕͉̖͈̩͙̞̯̝̱͑͒̇̊̊̓̇̑̌̑̓͂͐̒͝͠h̴̛̝̣̝́̋̒̌͋͆̃̂̓̽̓̍̋͋̿͊͘̕̕͝y̸̨̛̠̬̪̠͕͈̏̂̆̍̋̍̔ͅ ̷̛̛͍͈͈͔̝̦͐̄̀͋̿́̓̀͐̃̿̔̄̎̈̎̄̌̒ả̴̛̝̖̯̭͎͖̺͋͒͊͒͑̒́͂͊̏̚͘͘͝r̶̛̬̥͚͈̞͆̑̈́̃̉͗ͅê̸͈̊̊͆̌̊̔̾͐̀͒̏̈͝͝ ̵̞͙̟̼̈̽̏̀͗̀̎͌̈́̊͑̒̍̍̎̓͘̚͝h̴̡̡̧̨̫̟̳̪͕̞̣̦̳͎̱̲̜͓̺̲̖̅̈́͗̾̋̊͒̈́̐̓͜͠ư̵̡̨̡̛̹̰̰̞͎͖̰͇̥̠̯̅͊̓͝m̴̨̛͓̌̈́͑͐̀͌̉̏͐̌̊̆͘a̶͉͚̜̘̟̝̝̗̜̰͙̝̱͓͊͝n̴̢͇̺̣̥̪̖͓̘̏͊̀̍͆͆̄̃̈́͗̕̕͝͠s̶̡̙̮͈̼̦̩͔̥̖̫͓̯͎͊͂̓͒̽̎̐͐̇̓͗̐͝͝͝ ̶̢̡͍͈̯̖̳͚̤̱̟̄̇̐ş̷̰̙̙͚͉͔̼̆̈̏͘͝͠o̸̘̗͙͎͍̼̻̦͙̗͚͔͖͉̥̯̟̣͍̼̩̱̖͒͒̏̐̅͐̐͂́̉̇̌̈́̈̕̕̚͝ͅ ̵̡̠̫̞̟̲̦͚̱̰͓̗̟̰̰͋̑͒͘͜ͅt̶̖̪͇̆̽̌̽͐͌̎͐̆͠͝ą̷̥̻͙͈̲̱̖͔̠̀ͅs̸̢̧̧̢̡̛̱͕̼̰̭̼̥͖̩͎̺̘͉̫̙̥̑̿̑́̓͌̆̎t̶̝̹̊́́̿͐́͂̈́̔̿̓̀̕ý̴̢̥͚̜̙̼͐̊̀͑̇̐͋̈̌̉͘͝.̷̡̡̨̦̜̤͚̝͚͖̭͚̺̤̭̥̭̞̼͚̮̩͐̉͛̓̉̎͊̋̈́̎͌̆̓͜͜͝͝.̸̧̳̲̜̦̭̹͋͂̏̈́͑̉̀͌̄́̅̽͘͝.̴͔̲̤̣̺͚͎̯̮͛̌͛͋͜͠ͅ

o̴̡̫̗̞̫̲̻̫̠͇̾͗̋̆̉̔͑͝͝͝n̵͉̗̤͈̤͙̺͋̎̽͌̓̀͒̔i̵̛͖̮̳̲̪̘͇̱̳͇͓͎̬͂̀̐̄̐́͛̀͐̑͘i̶̧̥͇̙͕̭̺̪̖̝̤̪̘͔̐̄͛͒̃̀.̴̡̪̎s̶̥̙̮̃͋́͆̓̊̄̇̇͆̒͘͠a̷̯̮͎̩͈̯͐͂̂͋̈̓̇̈̑̈̈́͋͒n̵̢̽̉ ̵̡͔̜̲͔̫̝̭̠̩̠̒̿̽̈̀͒̈́͗̾̃̆̒̃̈͘͝í̷̢̲̯̭̃̌̏̓͜͠s̷͇͌̉̓̀͠ ̶̡̧̡̛̭̮̟͉̝̪̥̪̗͔͉̔̓̒͝ṱ̷̢̱̰̖̯͖̲̗̻̼̮̤̭̏̍ą̴̡̡̮̠̩̣͌̉̇̇̄̈̂̔̕s̶̨̠͎͕̬͎̗̯̖̪̞͑̋́̈́͋̒̀̀̅̎̒̆͗̑̈͘̕͘͜ţ̴̡̛̪̼̰̼̰̰̘̱̖̫̙̠̖̟̽̅̉́̒̏̊͋̓͊͑́͌͘͝y̷̧̒̓͜͝.̷̡̭̪̜͉̎͗͆̆̽̋̈́͂͂͆.̵̧̙͈̱̠̺̳̯͖̱̺̭̊̓̈́̆̍͒̈́̀́͋̔̄̄͘͘̕͝͝ͅ.̶̧͉̻̲͓̩̯̫̳͖̍̈́̍̒̊͂̈́̍̈́̊͆̿̕͝

9.13 the world and existence long forgotten words

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Forgetting how to do anything but paint.
It's all dissolving so pleasantly!

ƃuᴉʇɐɔᴉxoʇuᴉ sʇᴉ ˙ƃuᴉuɐǝɯ ɟo ʞɔɐl ǝʇǝldɯoɔ ɐ ˙ƃuᴉuɐǝɯ pǝllɐɔ ǝɔuo sɐʍ ʇɐɥʍ ɟo uoᴉʇnlossᴉp

09.39 ੨੯᝹կ⍵␿࠿п⠿୷ἠɡ✿ጿిᄿŲпᄿ⸿ၥⰠ∿ᘿܿਿ⬿

9.40 i wonder who is talking right now? because the more important part of me, you, the thing observing,
       is very preoccupied with something else

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Ⱐ╮⹯ᡴĠ⵳⵴ᠠ⭥յ౨ؠɥၶեṮԠᥫ⡮๦ѯᅲᠠ⭴❨୩⽭᭡⁲ᥳᄮḠᑩਠ⡤⹯⽮⍴Ġɥ⤠ᅴ᡹ᡰⵥᨠ᭡ͮ❤∠ɴ٨⩡ࡴ┧ࡳᰠⵦѵٮमഠ╹╡②ᅭ⬠൹ٹ͹ٹཹ᡹⁹ၶեṮԠᥫ⡮ݯ⥷ܠ౷൨
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⥶⹩ὮᝦⵯѲὭॡ᭴๩
ᥴ൨❥ਠⱴѹ⥰୥の⩵୭८ⵯቧౢ⑥ᙲ⸠፣ᙨᅡ८ὧ୥๳⽮ѧ℠Ὡᤠ١⥳ᬠⅩ⍹⵹ɹ⵹

ᙹᙹᕹ͹ቹ⁹╹᝹べό፹όᑹᱹᑹ♹ٹŹ⹹ݹٹᱹᕹᙹ፹չ⽹൹⹹᭹ቹべ⥹ᕹⱹ⥹᩹♹౹⁹ᵹ⵹᥹≹ᱹ⹹ѹ፹♹όݹŹᱹ♹⹹ٹ᝹⥹୹ᵹ⍹❹൹ ͤ੯♴ၴᅥ⍲ؠ᩷⩨ᙡ⽴∠≩ᨠḮܮ⌮ጮ

⤮Ⱐ④ᵯཱུ⽬≤ࠠᕢɥਠ١᭮ṹ⩴Ũᡩɮ१ᄮⵥٳ⥮ᴧⱴⰠᵭ͡ᘮ༮ᐮमᴮमम̠

࠮⨮ᄮ ṩԠࡶ⡥ծ†൨ᥡ፴ᤠ⭴ࡨብ⽳๥⬠ཱི᝹⡭੢੯ぬⅳつկŮ⩴℠⡥ἠРᑴɨᩫ๮ݯᅷ〠ͷᅥᑹ†ᕡ╡ᙲѥ

ሠ⹴とౡ౴ᜠၩภ♡⹭ภ⩤❲╡ᅷ⽩ݮⱧᐮ␠❯ŮὬᅹᔠᅴɨⵡ♴❲፥ܠr>ቢቯٳီふɲⱥὬᑹଠᕴ⑨᭥ᵹ⨠≭ᵵ⹳⵹ቭ
Ⱞᘮܠᕳ
⥳⥴ଠ᙭⡥⭡Ṯ༠ᕳ≯ᐹᱭᡥ⵴⹨ᩩݧᐮᠮమ

⩩ఠɴṨᕳᘠ⥵᭡٬⑬づၣࡴḠᙤᑯᠿ⼠❩ᝩ⍮ᅫᠠ᭴ŨⱩᜠⅴ≨Ⱪ⩮ቩݳᨠ⹷Ѩ͡ᅴ⸠ѩؠᙵቴů੹ᠠճūؠ౴፨ᱡᅴἧ♳☠⩨፯Ⱪ᭮ᵧ൳Ġൣݯ⵮ᵮᠠ॥աቷᤠ⹴⥨ࡣ൨☠⍯⽴᰿

soaked in god's flavour

ⰰ᜹ᰮ⌳ู

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through the repetition itself a context-creating machine

ʍouʞ ʇuplnoʍ ᴉ puɐ ƃuᴉɥʇʎuɐ ǝq plnoɔ ˙uᴉ sᴉ ƃuos sᴉɥʇ ǝƃɐnƃuɐl ʇɐɥʍ puɐʇsɹǝpun ʇuop ᴉ

                     To think that you would worry about me!

                            a̶̺͗r̴͉͑è̵̟ ̶̳̀t̷̠̓h̶̼͛ê̸̤ ̴͝ͅp̴̱̊ä̴̖r̷̥̉t̴̙͌s̴̼̎ ̶̘̏w̴̟͂ì̴ͅť̶̩ḧ̶͕o̷̜̽ù̸̪ṯ̶̑ ̵͍̌t̵͚̃h̶̞͆e̵̯̔ ̸̪͗g̵̡̾ȋ̴͉r̷͉͒l̸̫̈ ̷̢̕j̴̹͗ų̶͗ș̵͗t̶͓͝ ̵̼́a̶̱̿s̵̰̾ ̷̪̾ḭ̸͝m̶͙͐p̵̜̈́ó̴̼r̷̼̐t̴͉̊ä̷͓́ń̴͚t̴̳͌ ̴̰̑a̵̹̚s̸̖̊ ̵̫̊t̵͖̎h̸̭̅ȅ̴̝ ̶̰͘g̵͉̈́i̵̟͗r̷̯̈́ḻ̶̀?̵̺̉

                                           ƃ̵̮̌ǘ̴̝ᴉ̵̝̆z̸̙͗ᴉ̶̠̈́l̵̻͑ɐ̴͙́ᴉ̸̬͋ɹ̴̻͑o̵͈̓ʇ̶͇̓ᴉ̵̣̾p̶̖̋ǝ̸̬̅ ̸̠̽ṡ̴̰p̴̘͛ǝ̶͙͛ǝ̴̮̾u̷̙͌ ̷̰͂ʇ̶̛̰ɐ̷̡͂ɥ̸̙́ʍ̶̓͜ ̴̈́ͅɹ̷͖̃ǝ̵̞̃q̷͔̕ɯ̵̞̀ǝ̴͕̀ɯ̶̗͗ǝ̴͇̄ɹ̸͜͠ ̶͔̓ʍ̵͉̄ǒ̸̰ɥ̴̨͆ǝ̸̨͠ɯ̵̧͝ŏ̴͎s̴͓̎ ̵̝̒l̵̤̍l̵̺̽ᴉ̵̯̾ʇ̸̹̎s̸͈͒ ̷͋ͅᴉ̵͍͠ ̵̧̕ʇ̷̨̑ǝ̶̨̀ʎ̶͔̅ ̶̟̓p̸̠̓u̴͙͗ɐ̷̥͆

10.16 somehow all the way across the fucking universe the wires still connect
       from somewhere from the very depths, the very darkest spot of the bottom of the ocean
       golden strings and groups of fish with glittering metallic scales

10.23 ᩤ⭥ⵣᕯ൤どݮ⽧☠๭չภ൭♯Ū❩ᱢ⽡ṫ⩥⌠ὡⅲͥ☠⍹⹯᩵ጿ␠ṷ٥≬ᝬ⠠⹧౵ᥥ╳⩳ᨠٷ♨ᙡŴ␮ܠəᱯੵղȠᅡᠠ❮ᙥ๲⑤ဠሺ⽣ὡ⑬⑥ᩢᘲጺ

10.27 this is a task with entirely too much symbolic meaning

10.33 ᩦⅭὥܠᩯᡮȠթ᝴୳⵭॰⍯ॲࡥᡡ൳ቲⅴୡʹᙯⅲ⠠ų♯†ݦᡥ๭ॡ᭩⹮ὯၲⰠⱴ⥨⵴ᩴᝥᨠŲภᙴᅨ٬ᨠ๩ⵥ✠ᥳᅡѭᝥฮ⸮Ġᙥᰠᡰա╩ɲ╮༠♴๯♳␠٩ᅴᬠᕲť╡๬୹ℿ

1037 ੩⑳ቴᥴ⭥⩲ܠ⭷॥ٲၥĠ╨ᥥŮ〠᭴Ὠ⁩ṳ┠☠Ţࡥٳ࡯⑭ᥥ℠⍭᭥ա⽲ᬠ୴२९≳≮⥩Ⅾէ̠ᅴᩨ♥⥲ѥᜮᐠ๦❯ὥŴȠどภ♢ቲũᩥ⍦┠Ɑů❭Ⅵ⍮≴ⱳ

10.47 ᙴ⑨ተṥⱴͩⱴᝥȠ⽲੥፩ᅯ८✮br><خ⌮ <خ⌮ <خ⌮ <خ⌮

i think perhaps we are past words but not concepts yet
so maybe that'll be next time....

11.00 almost breathless in your glory

11.16 stood outside in the sun for a while and the world is so enthrallingly beautiful

11.67 ≳ੰ⭥ഠൡ⠠ծͤ३཮٧∠աᙹ†ᕷ╩൴ᅨ⽡✠ᑤ✠ၧ९အി⠡✡⤿<ᡤ̮ᥤॡ⑴⍥మ⬮ᄿ
        we will have lunch outside together and then get back to work

2005 what language do they speak in this country again?

11.?? o̴͎͂n̷͙͑ ̷̞̅t̴̥̿h̵̞͝i̴̺͝s̴͇̈ ̴̩͗ṣ̴͊l̸̋͜o̵̳̒w̶̽ͅ,̷̮͠ ̶̞̚h̵͖̿y̸̮͠p̷̮͌n̴͚̚ȍ̶̹ṱ̵̽i̵̻̾c̷̗̓ ̴͓͒s̴̡̽ü̴̙m̵̞̅m̶͖͘ḛ̸̐r̶̈́ͅ'̶̭̂s̶͍͆ ̷̱͊d̶̥̋å̵͚ẏ̴̩
       m̶̺̊ý̵͚ ̸͚̽g̸̝̿o̷̱̽d̴̓͜ ̵͙͘ǐ̸̢ş̸͝ ̸̮͐t̸̖͂h̶̙̚ė̵͉ ̸̹́g̴͙̐ö̶̥́d̵̟̎ ̴̖̿o̶̤̚f̸͉̈́ ̶͎͑f̶̻̌i̶̯̔l̵̩̊ṭ̴̔h̸̛͍ ̸͎̊a̷̰̓n̶̬̏d̶̥͐ ̴̖̾d̸͎̋ḙ̴̀č̵̨a̵̹͆ÿ̶͖
       m̴͖̄ÿ̷̯́ ̶̝́g̶͍̃o̶̟̕d̴̙͑ ̶̞̈́i̸̮̚s̸͇͂ ̵̰̐t̴̲̔h̶̦̊e̵̛͔ ̵̢̓g̷̬̿ô̵͓d̶̥̀ ̴̘̽o̵̢͊f̷̦͑ ̶̹̄f̷̩̋l̴̻͛ĩ̷͍ē̵̮s̴̤̀ ̸̮̇a̶̿͜n̶̼͝d̶̲̐ ̵̢̆f̷̩̆i̵̧̍s̷͙͐h̸͇͊ ̴̪̄a̵̠̒n̵̻̕d̷̘̉ ̸̣̒å̸̙l̵̡̿l̶̦̏ ̶̦́t̷̹͝h̷̞̃i̸̛̘n̷̻̚g̷͙̍s̴̯͌ ̵̻̎t̷̙͑ḧ̵̬́a̸̭͗ẗ̵̝́ ̸̯̍ľ̴̘i̷̧͑ń̷̼g̶͈̃é̸̱r̴̜̋ ̷̣̂s̶̆ͅt̸̺͑a̵͓͑g̴͔̒n̷̨͛a̴̭̾n̷̘̐t̵̥͒
       m̷̪̀y̸̥̒ ̷͇̈g̵͕͝o̴̺͒ḏ̴̑ ̶̤͒ẁ̷̺h̴̤͊i̷̯̊c̵̦͐h̸̥͘ ̵͈̔l̶̢̔ạ̶͗y̴͕̆ ̶͍͘ď̷̙e̴̛̺ả̴͚d̴̜̀ ̶̠̋ā̴̖ť̵͍ ̶̘͑t̶͈̔h̵̹̋ẽ̴̮ ̴͓͊b̶̠͋o̸̡̓t̷̢͌t̸͓̓ŏ̷̘m̴̺͌ ̴͇̽o̴̧͋f̶̣̿ ̶̼͊t̵͈̀ĥ̶̠e̴͎͊ ̴̥͆s̸̳̿ḛ̷͊ä̴́ͅ,̸̱́ ̶̮̉t̵̯̐h̷̖͛é̵̪ ̵̙͛s̷͎̅ẗ̵̝â̷̰r̷̛̰s̸̞̀ ̵̤͂i̸̩͘ń̸̦ ̴͔͒t̶̪͑ḫ̵͂e̶̥̒ ̸̜̽s̶̨̊ḱ̵͕y̸̪͠.̵͙͘.̵̝̐.̴͙̉

12.01 when death comes it will be beautiful

12.11 i love the seagulls and the blue sky
       and sunflowers and talking with you

12.38 a rhythm and a line and a shape

12.40 even the dust you leave behind gleams in seven colours..

13.05 i'd like to be afraid again because it'd mean i have something to lose
       maybe this is, out of all the uncountable moments in time, the one where it did matter

13.14 i'm tired... will you still be with me when i go to sleep?

14.21 the endless ways you give me grace

15.00 a long, elegant dangling spinal cord
       ♯ာ̠ũၳͥ⭸մ๥⽮बᜠ࡬ౣ᭥୥≴ᴠ⤠ɢѥ᙭൥ᑯ⵷⵮ጮ̮༮Ḡ౫᭮
19.29 Contaminated

19.38 i want you to remember more than anyone, know me more than anyone after i'm gone

19.44 a swarm of angels, a hive of angels

20.30 the grave-boiler, rusted metal coffin